My Well Behaved Heart

it's important that you've learned that being GOOD is the only way to avoid disaster. you now know that rules are very IMPORTANT and doing the RIGHT THING is imperative no matter what your heart says. you should always ignore the hunger, the yearning, the itching of your teeth to taste what you want, when you want, where you want. you may watch everyone else and be comforted knowing that you're avoiding the inevitable catastrophes. sure it may look fun, all the kissing, and smoking, and hugging, and writhing (salivating, salivating). you follow the RULES! of course there's the illegal daydream here and there, the forbidden wondering occaisonally, but you keep your mouth shut and to yourself. you put those thoughts in a tiny text box on a computer. you push them to the cloud instead. rules are rules, after all. there's nothing better than being WELL BEHAVED and never having any regrets, and avoiding what will definitely be worse than the pleasures in between.